Anguish , Anger and Unbearable Pain
Fill my being – I had to say goodbye to part of my very reason for being . What the Cancer hadn’t managed to do the H1N1 managed.
I have said my goodbye to my son , I will not be going through public rituals of mourning ….that is not my way. I loved my son more than life itself. I will miss his smile that would light up the room, his irreverant humour, his strength , his deep husky voice his broad shoulders and his love.
The journey of the last 22 months has been one of cruelty .
Chris Ritchey December 3rd 2009